you two are the only people that are really going to read it really huh

bored at work just lurking round here and thought i would write something and look back at it in a few months. gosh i have so many random blogs on random websites. if i remember me usernames i like to go back and read them.

feel sleepy and distant. mainly caused by my boring mundane work.

and lack of sleep lately. stayed up all night listening to my brand new DD CD. yay.

i love pandora today. i can listen to all sorts of music. it seems to know exactly what i want to here. and never criticizes me for it. thats love.

i went to boonah on the weekend and saw people i havent seen in ages which was wonderful and awful and crazy all at the same time. i was told on several occasions that im hot now. so of course, i want to go back in wallow in some more of those compliments.

i spoke to aaron and kyla about michael and wendy's funeral which was awful. what was i supposed to say. and then mandy turned up at the show in a wheelchair and we hung out with her for a while, but it just made me feel so uncomfortable and a little bit sick.

im excited about state of origin tomorrow night. i dont want to watch it at home because i hate my housemate.

that is the extent of my life right now. im so fatigued and disconnected. i definately dont need any valium now hahahaha.

im going to get back to work now. or walk past lukes desk in a hope that i can catch a whiff of the way he smells. im not stalking him i promise.